She would have been 3 weeks today...

Today was another "good" day. Three in a row, not too bad. Yesterday, yes I did cry...and more than just once, but it still was a good day.

Just a few pictures I wanna share from today...

My daughters...
(Mya took this herself, can ya tell?) After I was finished taking a few pics at the cemetery, as I do every day, Mya asked if she could take some too. I said okay and I walked back to the van to wait for her. Vinnie was unstuffing envelopes, don't ask, so I helped count and waited for Mya as she walked from Eva to grandma Janet and then back to Eva all the while taking pictures. She musta tried at least 3 times or so to get this one because I looked up to see what she was doing and after a few "tries" she gave Vinnie and I the "thumbs up". She had gotten a good one!
Too cute. Sad, but cute! She loves her baby sister...


This was the sky today while at the cemetery. Don't know bout you but I see an E, a V and an A...All sort over lapping? Kinda neat if ya ask me...(the right side of the V is faint)






And this would be our new bedding. We've had it since Thanksgiving but wanted to wait until Eva was born to switch, not sure why. So w/ hopes that we were home w/ Eva, that week she was born, I told Vinnie that I wanted them to be freshly washed (I hate stiff new sheets) and put on the day I was coming home from the hospital.
Obviously, this didn't happen. Little did we know that Vinnie would remain at the hospital that entire week w/ me. Thanking God that he was able to stick it out sleeping on the "wanna be" pull out couch, eating cafeteria food all week and going outside to smoke in the frigid weather having to walk so far to get out during the after visiting hours...then again, who am I kidding...I AM the one that gave birth, via c-section at that, had milk coming in and was massively engorged and longed to hold my baby girl more than machines would allow...

Anyways, I washed the bedding today and we assembled the bed tonight...nothing like nice new clean sheets! And I washed them in Dreft too. It's okay if I wanna smell that baby smell even though she is not physically here...

And the teddy bear, the big brown one...It'll have its own post soon! ;)

The smaller dog was bought for me by Mya (w/ the help of pappy Jim) from the gift shop that week when Eva was born...

And the tiny angel bear was the one in the bassinet w/ Eva at the hospital in the NICU that says Miracles Happen.

So true, so true...they sure do!

*****Can you tell which side of the bed is mine?*****