Happy Birthday Baby Girl!

One whole month already!

It doesn't seem like it's even been that long.

So much has happened and it seems as if time has just stood still.

But at the same time it seems like the world has just been spinning super fast and outta control...

How is that?

I miss her so much. I wish she were here. With me, with us...

At one month, if she were still here, would we even have noticed that it was a month today?

Or would we have just been so busy w/ a newborn that we would have never been counting the days as I am now...

So strange to feel so empty handed but w/ a heart so full of love for a tiny little being.

So happy to have had the 5 days, 18 hours and 10 minutes...

So thankful that it was nothing less...

So sad that it was nothing more...

So perfect...

So small, so sweet, so soon...

Oh how I miss my baby girl today.

I love you Eva more than you could ever imagine and I miss you just as much!

I miss you Eva more than you could ever imagine and I love you just as much!

I will see you again baby girl...sooner than later, I hope!

In His Time...baby girl...not mine!

Mommy loves you...WE ALL LOVE YOU!